Just Another Song from the Good Old Time

I don't know why, but lately, this song pops out in my head and keeps repeating itself... For old time's sake, I'm just gonna post it here.

Natalie Imbruglia

"Torn"
 
I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
 
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
 
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
 
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
 
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
 
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
 
It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn
 
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
 
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn
 
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn
 
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on this floor
 
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
 
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn 

And, here's a free translation of that song in Bahasa Indonesia:

"Terkoyak"

Kurasa, aku (ingin) melihat seorang pria muncul ke dunia
Dia hangat, muncul disini, dan sikapnya sangat terpuji
Dia mengajariku ada makna apa dalam tangisanku
 
Well, kau tak bisa jadi orang yang kukagumi
Kau seolah tidak tahu
Tidak peduli untuk apa hatimu
 
Tapi, aku tidak lagi mengenal pria tadi   
Tidak apa-apa lagi di tempat dia biasa berbaring
Obrolan kami mengering
Itulah yang terjadi
Tidak ada lagi yang baik-baik saja, aku terkoyak
 
*) Aku kehilangan keyakinan
    Inilah yang kurasakan
    Aku kedinginan dan dipermalukan
    Berbaring telanjang di lantai
    
    Ilusi takkan berubah

    Jadi kenyataan
    Aku sudah terbangun dan aku bisa melihat
    Langit yang sempurna itu terkoyak
    Kau sedikit telat, aku (hatiku) sudah terlanjur terkoyak

Kurasa peramal itu benar
Harusnya aku melihat kenyataan apa adanya
Bukan malah berharap akan ada keajaiban

Ucapan itu merasuk ke nadiku
Dan sekarang, aku tidak peduli lagi, aku memang tidak beruntung
Sebenarnya, aku tidak terlalu merindukannya lagi
Ada begitu banyak hal
Yang bisa kusentuh, aku terkoyak

*)

Tidak ada apa-apa lagi di tempat dia biasa berbaring
Inspirasiku mengering
Inilah yang terjadi
Semuanya salah, aku terkoyak

*)

Aku tak lagi yakin
Inilah yang kurasa
Aku kedinginan dan aku malu
Terikat dan hancur di lantai
Kau sedikit telat, aku sudah terlanjur terkoyak